Enjoy your Christmas Eve and Christmas Day.
Body Balance classes will take place
on the regular schedule
for the rest of the week.
"Surfing brings us right up against this Spirit and, when we get it right, when we open our minds, when all the elements come together and we merge with the sea, a door opens and for a few moments we enter God’s home and are one with that great flow of Consciousness. It is then we burst open to something bigger and more expansive, that our deepest desire is satisfied. We stop the search and settle into pure being. We feel peace, rather than anxiety. It is when we tap into this place that the money, time and efforts we spent to go surfing truly pay off."
"It took myself almost 15 years of dedicated practice before I was able to reconnect to the essence of what I had experienced in my time spent surfing in the ocean. This came through the practice of a unique system of tai chi, which I came upon in China and have been studying ever since. The system is based on the study of nature with the main emphasis being on the way energy and gravity move through the water, manifesting into waves and whirlpools, rising and falling, concentrating and expanding; a constant natural recycling process, nature at work.
This is the true essence of tai chi, and one of which we are all part of from birth to death. Every moment of your lives, you are constantly flowing, changing, and transforming.
This understanding underpins the tai chi system. Asking you to transform yourself into a water type quality, dissolving all the tight contracted areas of the body using wave type motions until a sense of the contracted linear-self has disappeared and is replaced by an expansive flowing, changing, non-linear self, which merges with the outside energetic and natural environment."
T’ai Chi forms adhere to the laws of physics and human nature. The postures are relaxed, stable, and connected to earth, freeing up the mind and nerves to sense and experience force. Over time and with experience, the T’ai Chi devotee is able to feel increasingly subtle levels of energy, thought and force.
Very deliberately, the mind moves the body in space while energy moves within the body frame. The slow pace gives the mind’s eye time to synchronize many small details, from the top of the head to the bottoms of the feet. Inner strength and awareness is developed slowly but surely – and safely.
“True life is lived when tiny changes occur.” (Leo Tolstoy)
Push Hands has various structured drills that stimulate internal energy and can evolve into spontaneous style or natural boxing. Players learn how to relax and lower their center of gravity, to meet hard (Yang) with soft (Yin), and to image an opponent during solo form practice. When based on the actual experience of doing forms with a training partner, imagination and memory are both engaged.
The more receptive and relaxed you are, the more you move with the force being delivered, and the harder it is for your partner to find your center. This is because you are responding to her or his searching rather than initiating. Push Hands helps you to become more centered and relaxed, one who stays calm, aware and patient, no matter how great the stress.
T’ai Chi develops sensitivity; the ability to listen to energy. Listening energy trains the ability to feel force as it materializes, which is the first step towards being able to neutralize that force. Before it is fully realized, by sticking (constant adhering) to the ground-swell, force can be received within ones frame and effortlessly recycled back at the giver of that force.
The mind should be empty and the body in a state of non-rigid readiness. This is no different from most sports — except that the poised, aware state is the entire modus operandi of T’ai Chi and Push Hands. A lapse in awareness, a moment of distraction will be felt by the more alert player, and is an opportunity for a gentle push, pull or combination of the two.
Matthias by Tom X |
The Zen saying "If you want to climb a mountain, start at the top" is a way of summing up how we break the fetter of doubt. Doubt is unclarity and an unwillingness to commit. It's fear and confusion. Doubt is allayed by our developing a clearer vision of where we're headed in life. When we're going anywhere, we have to start with a sense of where we're headed. First we start at the top of the mountain, keeping our goals in mind, and then we begin the journey. We of course have to fully accept that we're also starting from where we are, but we also have to accept that where we are is not a place. We are all arrows in mid-flight; where we are is a moment on a trajectory, not a position at rest.
--from "Living As a River" by Bodhipaksa
In all honesty, the pain has been immeasurable. No words. Pain medications do what they can, but the rest is your body's response to trauma and you learn to trust it more allowing the pain to move through you rather than fighting it. At this point, it looks like my ribs are healing quickly, some problems that I've had with my lungs beginning to collapse are being resolved, my spine is healing from my surgery, and in a few days I should be ready to move to a rehabilitation center in San Francisco. Then I will begin to learn how to dance in a new way.
Thank you so much to everybody. A special thanks to Joe who hasn't left my side. Calls, questions and emails are all welcome.